My song!

hey blog! i have officially composed my first song! it's just the tune, no lyrics yet, but i dun wanna add lyrics any time soon, but my mum, da jie, er jie, and nat like it! yay! i actually played the song 'little by little' wrongly at the beginning then i realised that it was a nice tune, so i started from there and added more chord progressions and melodies. haha, theory and guitar really helped. i haven't got a hard copy, it's all in my head! well, i have recorded it and downloaded it onto my com and mp3 player. :)

about my interpretation (all music must have interpretation) it's a mildly sad song, (it will be perfect for a drama ost, especially korean ones where the female lead dies and the male lead gets so sad... sounds like autumn in my heart!) and do not get me wrong, i did not compose the song with this in mind, instead, i just fitted in nice tunes and tada, i got a song. then when i played it once through on the piano, bingo! it sounded so much like an ending theme of a korean drama. haha. actually, after listening to it so much, i think i need to slow the tempo down... hmmmm....

it's 3 days to camp!!!!!! yipeedo! and once again, gear up for an ultra long post on both camp and tioman trip.

3 things

yesterday, i went for the midsummer nights dream play. it was awesome! it was extremely comical, i liked the characters of bottom (pyramus) and flute (thisbe). i literally laughed till i had a dry throat and almost teared. actually, this play was pretty OBSCENE! that makes what bottom said that they will 'rehearse most obscenely and courageously' true and not a malaproism! LOL. there was a scene of a kiss between bottom and peter quince (good thing he was acted by a woman, if not it would have been unacceptable for me, but peter quince is supposed to be a guy, so this is confusing!). demetrius staring right into helena breast (his nose was almost in her cleavage, imagine the proximity, almost smelling ahem...). titania sitting on bottom's stomach, erm.... and the most offensive of all pyramus and thisbe, instead of speaking through the cranny, spoke through the real hole of the wall (played by tom snout), that is his butt and penis! EW! the last one is definitely an addition on the crew's part. the text talks nothing about the other 'hole' i stole glances of sam during these scenes, and her mouth was agape, my expression was probably of pure disgust!

all in all, the play was thoroughly enjoyable, i do not mean the sick parts, but the comedy of it all. the actors were competent and to be able to speak their lines so fluently, i must take my hat off them. im hoping to catch some reviews of the play in life (strait times), i hope they are positive ones, cos this play deserves it. personally, i would give it a 4.5 out of 5. haha, half mark gone cos of the obscenity. yeah, it's that good! well, for the obscene parts, i really wished janice was there, she would enjoy it to bits.

okay, the second thing im going to talk about is my pen pal! im going to have a pen pal! haha. she's from the US and is my church's american minister's grand daughter. i think having a pen pal is cool. i previously had 1 'pen pal' from portugal, we chatted a lot on msn n i shared my knowledge about singapore and she shared hers of portugal. it was always a joy to talk to her, but ever since she enter law school and never being official pen pals, i talk less to her now. but i still do! it's hard cos we prefer to chat, and chatting requires a common time, which is another challenge cos of the time difference. this time, Gwen, my new pen pal, is going to email me instead, so i foresee that this will last long! :)

last thing, and the most distressing. i have 2 sties on my left eye eyelids. so painful that i feel like crying... argh!!! mom says it cos of the heaty stuff that i have been consuming. i admit it could be because of that, but i cant help it, all the stuff i like are heaty. like chocs, cookies, hokkien mee, mango and even tom yam etc..... owwww!! im screaming in pain now. every blink reminds me of the sties... i so wish that er jie is already a doctor, so that she can heal me. :(

Random things

i have bad news pertaining to my results. they are horrendous!!!! i've never done so badly in my entire school life. i had 3 c5s! the only thing 'good' out of this kind of marks is that i have broken record. on a sober note, bad results are good to learn from mistakes and gear up for upcoming test and exams. so, i shall not take it too badly.

on a lighter note, i played with my hair a little today. (oooooh, i have just realised that i keep using the word 'note', maybe this is because i have been playing too much piano these days. :) ) haha! im sure u are wondering what on earth i did that 'bush', well, it has migrated north (haha elyssa, this sounds familiar? i lack creativity to think of something else...) and since elyssa said take a pic and post it online, i have decided to do so. haha, i take elyssa so seriously, but it is fun. besides, my hair is somewhat unique and interesting cos it is super obedient.

can u see it? :s haha

anyway, talking about american idol finale tonight, i am supporting lambert! hehe, i like to oppose elyssa sometimes! :)

Waiting for church camp!!!

yes, this is yet another post on church camp. the only thing in my mind is church camp. i have advanced to the next level, less than one more month of waiting. :) exactly 28 days more to go! hehe, since my dad is in the comm, i get updates about the camp. attendance is great, the best we've had in years! all but 2 or 3 families going for camp. the activities are cool. oh man, nat and joanne, i can't wait. what's more, my family's going as advance party, that means we are going on sunday, after service. boy, that's fun! after camp is tioman island. great time again with a 30 plus strong group. :)

chinese o levels.... get off my back!

AND

someone please explain to me what it means to WAIT!

June church camp!

yah! im too excited about my upcoming church camp, excited until cannot study properly. :) hehe. :) im so excited about spend a week out of singapore, and spending the time with natalie and joanne!!!! im counting down to camp! lol... :)

SYF and SOP 2009

hi blog, long time no talk. i dont have a post for april, not even one. argh, i regret it. anw, today's labour day n i shall take some time off to blog about 2 very significant events in late april.

SYF. it was great. i mean our performance. we played soooooo well, the best ever that guitar club of PL has presented. every thing was there, right feel, right techniques, right talents and the best ever commitment. after our performance, mr gaspar, my instructor, said that we pla yed very very well, the best ever that we had ever played. even instructors from other schools commended us and told us that they found no fault with our playing. but it turned out to be so unfortunate, we were award a silver. i remember, on tues when we got our results back (we performed on monday), the foyer was filled with emotions. sooo many of my juniors and guitar friends were wailing buckets. we had put in sooooooo much effort, i say close to 200 hours! and yet we did not get what we deserved.

SOP was good. but i was soooo tired. had spent 16 whole hours in school. yeah, i dead beat went i got home. but i had a pleasant surprise awaiting me. :) i will let the pictures do the talking. :)

guitar fwens!

nicole being ever funny and elizabeth - chinese partner!



haha, diane's unglam!


what's with that stare diane..

president and i!

traci, me and the ex co members

best friends in guitar!!!!

no bread (mei loti) and clarice. both very funny people.

santine! the cool person on the exterior but warm inside

vice pres wan xin!

here with adeline. she loves ch 8 and i love it too, so we talke about it. :)

the funny gal michelle. her sneeze can resonate throughout the whole agape concert hall and make every body stop what they are doing. happened during one of the rehearsals. LOL and that wasnt the only time she terrorized us with the sneeze of hers

best friends and instructor mr gaspar

oh my, nicole looks scandalous here

one happy family

the grand finale, singing one voice

my beloved friends!!!!! i love u all!

mummy! and i

er jie! and i. she helped me carry my bag, so sweet of her

and my pleasant surprise from dad. CHESTNUTS!

Happy week

hey blog, last week was supposed to be a holiday, but apparently it was nothing different. guitar called me back from tues to fri. session durations ranging from 3hs to as long as 9hs. yeah, it was nuts, considering that we already prac 3 days a week on normal school days, each 3hs. some more today i spent 5hs at republic poly, just to familiarize itself with the syf venue. haiz, i wonder how much more of my time will be munched off by guitar... argh, it's all because of syf.

sad things aside, looking on the brighter side... on tues, the women in my family, i.e everyone except my dad (we kept him in the dark, lol) went out to 'celebrate' my b'dae. okay, it was more of a treat given by my sisters. da jie treated us on the dinner and erjie, on the movie. mom, da jie, er jie and i headed to ps. walked around, couldn't find a decent western restaurant (western food was what i requested for), and we ended up in the dreaded cafe cartel... lolz, i've been there a substantial number of times, but i never had good encounters (food was expensive and a particular sandwich i once ordered was too salty...), and thus a bad impression had formed. anyway, since all of us were females and in constant pressure not to get fat, we ordered 3 main dishes (although there were 4 of us) and a side order of cheddar fries. this time, somehow, the food was better, n i didn't feel the pinch as da jie was paying for it all. :) after that, we walked to the cathay to catch a movie, marley and me. oh btw, mum didn't want to join us as she felt that movies are a waste of time and money, and felt that she wanted to shop for necessities. that's my mum for u, she didn't bulge despite us persuading her a little. marley and me was pretty cute and FUNNY at some parts. certainly heart-warming. :) at the end of the day, i was a little exhausted, but i had a great time with my sisters and mum.

skip forward to the weekend. on fri, i was soooo sad, why? cos survivor was not aired... on sat, i baked a batch of pretty successful oatmeal+walnut+choc chip cookies! apart from what i did, i've received 2 new things that i hold very dear to me. they are my bible and my TABLE TENNIS BAT! yay!!!!! yippeee! for the bible, i have finally an old king james bible, not the new king james version (which was the one i was having), it was a little hard for me to follow my pastor, who uses the old kj, and my congregation too. also, my table tennis bat! im so in love with table tennis now, and i can't wait to spar with my dad, lol, he represents his club in table tennis, but i believe that with my perseverance, i will beat him one day. :) anyway, an update about my sports profile, i love table tennis, soccer and tennis. :) hehheh, can't help but profess it here. :D

6teen!

yeah! im 16! haha, growing older means more burdens and miseries in life.. nevertheless, i will try to face life with optimism, which is a high order for me, someone who often feels suicidal. gah, life is soooo hard... but i will survive, erjie said so. she too had felt more or less this way when she was my age, so i will press on!

here i am, sitting in front of the computer and eating my aglio olio, cooked by mum!.

i shall recount significant things that have happened to me since last week
1. on wed, eating with my beloved sisters at shokudo, the heeren. we wore erjie's treadless shirts. haha, try to spot what our shirts are saying! (mine isn't shown but it shows birds and bees, yup.. mature theme, hah, but i was almost 16 then, can lah!) erjie's was counting sheep and dajie was a cow and a chicken staring at an egg with cow spots, wondering whose offspring it is. haha, very interesting designs huh.

this event was speical to us as it was our first official outing together, with only the three of us, with the aim to spend quality time with each other. and sure we did! erjie han a $30 voucher (haha, from spending over $70 eating there with her 'bf' during chinese new year) so we ate without much constraints expenditure wise. dajie had sashimi avocado sushi (my FAV!), erjie had some noodle, i had soft shell crab and rice. these dishes were shared among us, and on top of that, we had a pork dish and a desert, honey butter waffle. the bill came up to $50 and i treated them for the remainder that was not covered by the vouchers. haha, how sweet of me! oh man, after the meal, my stomach was almost bursting at its seams. yeah, i was that full. hehe, after that, i played a little with a choc saleswoman, ate her samples (i couldn't resist chocs!) and then got my sisters to reject her offer to purchase a box of choclates. haha

2. on sunday, after church, my family and i went to bliss, a western restaurant at pungol park. we had a blissful dunch there, but at the end of our meal, it started to shower, then it stormed! it was quite terrifying as there was a lightning bolt, so powerful that it crippled the restaurant's electricity. good thing my family was leaving already. outside, at the carpark, there was torrents, so it was extremely inconvenient to get to the car. and the water was getting threateningly high, so high that it could wet the engine and then spoil it. fortunately, we managed to hop into the car safe, thanks to the good service the staff had. in the car, mum thanked God for protecting us, it was an experience but definitely not one pleasant.

3. today. my birthday. school was normal, however, i was severely disheartened by the results i got for chem and phy.. surely not good enough for me! hah, and lemme tell u about my deceitful clique! during recess, janice apologised in behalf of the clique, saying that they haven't gotten a present for me cos common test just ended and they had no time, and that they promised to get me one by next week. (i should've realised that she was a 'sneaky' one and there was something fishy). anyway, i thought that was the end of the story, so i said it was okay. i was a little disappointed, but sort of expected it, haha, some 6th sense. so i didn't show my disappointment.
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skip to the time just before chapel.... while i was doing a maths ws with elyssa, one of them (janice or diane or sam, or maybe all of them!) placed an enormous orange bag in front of me. and the alarm in me rang. MY PRESENT! haha... the surprise was good, haha, partly also cos i was an easy bait. it was a beautiful basketball! oh man, i refused to shed tears, though i was a wee little on the verge to, haha, im too tough a nut to crack. the ball had their signatures, very complementary to ball, it made it feel as if it was a prized ball which had a collection of 4 famous stars! very ingenious to me. and there was a card too! heh, not so ingenious here, but it had their sweet notes for me. the content was basically the same, just expressed in four different manners and ink colours. haha, the content obviously was their immense love for me.. of course.. haha, ego...

okay, that's all for now, i had durian! (mumsy bought my fav food!) n later i will be having crab and a birthday cake! yeah! will tell u another time!

now for the pics!

at shokudo:


3 sisters and our spread. background gives the oriental feel, great atmosphere


spastic! haha. the food was SHIOK!



at bliss:

me here with my chicken + corn + baby potatoes + cheese + ham + onions. it was very rich food, i abandoned the thought of getting fat!



mumsy with her alaska king crab and rice. alaska crab tasted really unique, flaky(in a good way)



dad and his shank with mashed potato! haaz he ate it to the bones and then start going a little obsessed with the socket. haha, he said that it was ball and socket, er jie rebutted, said it was something else, hah, i forgot...


erjie and her aglio olio seafood, she LOVES it... almost always ordering this whenever we come to western restaurants

dajie and her codfish dish. very fresh fish. :)

today:

mum's very own attempt on aglio olio, she did it a few times before, but they were freaking healthy, im glad that today i have a succulent serving of mussels and other shell fish.

my presents!

the spalding basketball my clique bought for me! and the card. haha, here are elyssa's and sam's signatures.

and here are diane's and janice's. haha, diane told me to take shots at every angle of the ball, so that i will still remember how the signatures were, if not they will be gone forever when i start playing with the ball and all the ink will be 'scratched' off. hawh, but i shall only take 2 pics, if i do what diane suggested, i would have to infinity shots!

and lastly, a surprise from reaiah! haha! a photo frame or rather a 3-in-1 photo frame. i guess she hopes that i will always have memories of her. heh, i see her almost every week when she comes for tuition...

once again, i wanna express my heartfelt thanks to my family and friends for making my birthday special! :)

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE and SURVIVOR!

hello everyone, im finally blogging!! i have big news! :)

i wanna tell u that SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE is by far my favourite movie!! it's soooo good! it's a must watch man! haha, i got to know of since it first came out in the papers, but never really was interested. i did want to watch it online cos i was bored, but ended up not watching cos i couldn't find the videos on my preferred video server. hahs, but it came back to 'haunt' me today when mrs wong talked about it in class and even recommended it to us, she also wanted to buy the DVD as soon as possible so that she could screen it in class. then i thought that the movie must be really good to be able to appeal to mrs wong (who is definitely not a particular movie fan)! haha, so when i got home, i watched. boy it was shiok! there was romance too, haha my clique will now understand why i like it. anw, elyssa, diane, janice, watch it if u have time, it is really worth ur time and furthermore it's recurring theme is development, the new geog topic! so MUST WATCH AH!

this is the where where i watched this marvelous film. this server was pretty fast and cooperative to me.
part 1 http://www.bollyaz.com/flash/index.php?id=14
part 2 http://www.bollyaz.com/flash/index.php?id=15
part 3 http://www.bollyaz.com/flash/index.php?id=16
part 4 http://www.bollyaz.com/flash/index.php?id=17

and also, i must profess my love for SURVIVOR too! haha, i support sierra and brendan, haha, and being a romantic, i wish that they could be together! :)

syf

hi blog, i just wanted to share this song with you. :) anw, it's a spoiler for what my guitar ensemble is going to play for syf. :) heres to you, mountains in autumn! :)



enthralling isn't it! :)

CNY 2009! post cny feelings

actually u noe what. this year's cny's a BLAST! (at least so far, haha.) much better than i had expected. cos first of all my paternal side of my family did have a last minute reunion dinner alst night at er gu's house. it was very very last minute, so dun blame me for not blogging that i changed my pre cny feelings from bored to excited! haha. then today i am going to er gu's house again to bai nian and then samuel will come to my house! yay, it will whales of fun. (i hope it is the correct whale here, haha).

lemme recount yesterday's reunion dinner. anyway, i went from church with auntie wan teng and skipped 2nd service. at home, i had planned to nap a while, but one moment of folly and i washing my hair, so i couldn't nap anymore, haiz.. i decided to read the papers and practise my guitar pieces. haha, i have become very diligent in practising it cos i want to master the runs till they are seamless and on par with the perfect syf standard. i would say, progress is on the way. :) then my hair was slightly drier, so lay face down on my sofa and turned on the ceiling fan to blow dry my hair. and when i just got myself into a comfortable position, my family came home. my mom was going to cook while my sisters and dad were going to do last minute shopping. i meant that the sisters shopped, my dad mainly paid.

so we went to heartland mall, i bought a pair of shoes that were uncannily the same colour as the dress i had bought on wed night. yep, i remember being a little hungry, so i purchased a value pack of the kinder brueno pack. hehe, i munched away and then dad bought a cup of bubble tea for er jie and me, it's a rare treat esp in my usually health concious family, oh i forgot, my mom was absent that why we had to no objections! :)


headed for home, i used the com and watch the miracle singer, vitas. haha, he falsettos or rather 'screams' with this very shrill sound and i love it, cos it is so smooth, unlike other incompetent singers who would sound so strained going as high as him. by 6.20, my family w as ready to go. i was quite excited to meet my cousins. :)

when we reached, we were not the first as what my er jie had expected. well, there was mama, er gu, da be (oldest uncle) and my cousin chong kai (his brother is chong han, the guy in currently china and was featured in the news), er be (second uncle) with his family which consisted of er be mu and esther (my cousin), wu shu (fifth uncle) and his wife, si shu and family did not come, i guess they had something on. :( however, there were unexpected guest (i do not mean unwelcomed in this case!), there was a family from china who are my distant relatives (they live with er gu). both figuratively and literally. it consisted of the parents and their 17 year old daugther, lucy. figuratively cos they are from china, so of course distant in terms of distance, but literally cos the mom is my dad's cousin, so lucy is my distant cousin. my impression of her was that she's tall, pretty and has really nice eyes, a real chio bu. haha, fianlly i have a good looking relative (haha, im so mean!) anyway, her mom was very hospitable (reminded me very much of mrs xu from china, in case u have forgotten, my china buddy's mom), i was freaking tensed when they were seaking chinese, and whenever she commented at me or looked at me, i just gave her a smile, cueing her not to go further, if not i will just die speaking chinese. haha, and lucy, good thing she has english background, so she could understand us more or less. :)


while waiting for the food, da jie, er jie and i viewed photos of the yester years, every thing was to memorable in their ways, and i even saw myself when i was P4, when i had the luxury of keeping my then straight hair down. haha, if i keep my hair down nowadays, i might be dubbed the albert einstein look-a-like, which is not a complement at all! er jie was very very friendly and she gave lucy a mini intro to almost all the relatives that were 'imporatant' to noe.

following that, it w as dinner time! the food was decent, but i was on a diet, so i just took a little of food. the teens sat together at one table and we had many many interesting topics which mainly covered education and china etc. lucy's here for some study thing, hah, im not very sure actually.

after dinner, i was pressing everyone to play cards games, but i think everyone prefered to talk. so i was a little bored here, cos im not so vocal. the next highlight was taking photo. haha, very funny cos lucy's dad is the photographer by hobby and was super super meticulous about everyone's position in the pic. so we waited for about a good 5 mins before everything was perfect in his eyes. we took a few shots and then the teens went down to play sparklers. it was really fun and for the first time i think, i actually dared to hold the sparklers in such a way that i hand was so close to the sparks and i could feel the burning sensational. though it might be nothing new to u, but im proud that i have become bolder, in the more dangerous way.

to wrap up the fun-downstairs stint, we raring for a jumpshot, which took ages.. lol, let me explain below, with the pics. after that , lucy had to go for some gathering with her parents, so she left us there. we cleared up and then went upstairs.

in the house, er jie and i played our hearts out on the organ (we treated it like a piano, not that we know how to play an organ) i mainly took the upper range of keys and she, the bottom range. we played a wide range of songs, from chinese new year songs, pop songs, christmas songs, christian songs and even singapore communtity songs! lol, and chong kai, esther and da jie had a good time singing their hearts out. hehe. then came my the channel countdown thing. and i caught dai yang tian and jeanette aw in action!!! whooo! dai yang tian is so shuai! haha. after watching till 11.30pm, we decided not to impose on the host any further, so we left.

last night was truly more fun than expected! :) i loved it.

pics :


here's er jie in action, being super approachable n friendly to lucy. :) i dunno what to say, so i look away. lol


family pic, taken with my family cam, quality not there, but at least everyone's in! haha


sparklers! at first during dinner, we were trying to tanslate sparklers to chinese for lucy, but she's smart enough, she noes. but im envious that in the china, they are allowed to release fire crackers and fireworks! not professionals, but just any citizen 30 and above. haha, singapore would be burnt down if we did not implement the ban.


this is lucy. for ppl who dunno. :)


jumpshots taken by mum. we had about 20 NGs ('not good' in directorial terms)! that was so crazy, haha, never in my life did i have to take so many pics before getting one successful. haha, im glad my clique's more experienced in this aspect, if not, we wouldn't be about to steal time between lessons to take jumpshots!


this pic: mum's toooo late, we have alr landed

mum's too early, we heven't taken off . haha, er jie and i are each other's laterally inverted equivalent.

momentarily gave up on jumpshots, all girl cousins here!

the roses and the thorn.. lol

the lone success! er jie cleverly suggested using timer instead of mom manually taking the pic. and it worked! haha, why didn't i, with all my wealth of experience in clique photo taking, not suggest that earlier! haha, im so dumb!

u noe something, i have truly talked a lot a lot here, that means that im finally happy and back to my normal self, cos i can express myself properly. finally... :) festivals and breaks from school does WONDERS!

Pre chinese new year feelings

(to hui qi, ur wish is answered :) )

this year's chinese new year is really dull for me. apart from having a little fun in the baking aspect, (i have been filling my time with making pineapple tarts with my mom), i feel no excitement in the air... and oh, the bad part of cny this year's my extended family's not going to have reunion dinner just cos no one wants to open their house. last year and for many other years, it was held at my house, until to was almost every year and then i think everyone got sick of it.. lol, but they don't open their house then what to do. then i persuaded my dad to hold it at a chalet, but he didn't listen, so know he has to be content with no reunion dinner! i really dun mind that at all! cos im not close at all to my paternal side.

side tracking, i saw my cousin in the chinese papers! it so happened that it was the first handout of newspapers from school (this happened like last week) and i remember cooling down from morning run and felt rather uninterested in anything. then someone put the papers on my table... lo and behold! i saw my cousin chong han on the front page! whoa, i was so perked up by that. haha, he's such genius in mandrin while im the opposite and so effectively bilingual too. im envious that he's having such a good life now (eating good food and putting on lots of weight!). i noe i noe.. must study hard then can.. haiz..

however, something to look forward to is seeing samuel!!! im sure he's getting smarter than me haha and soon will be able to talk on the same wavelength as me. and he's sure taller n more handsome too! hehe. :) he's so adorable and i love him sooooo much!! let me show u some pics of him! :)

here's samuel at 2! so darn adorable!!! and note his baby fats on his face. :)

chinese new year 2007. he played his violin and i played my recorder, haha, i dun think these instruments really match but who cares, we had fun! anyway, samuel's baby fats are dimishing. :( in the background is my beloved grandma! i lub her loads too!



the most recent pic i have of him. taken last year feb. he's so toothless here, tsk tsk, so this year he sure more handsome lah, got teeth alr. haha

i love samuel. heehee.

Bored

hello blog, im so sorry for neglecting you... i noe my post here are pretty much scant and could in no time be what it is called, endangered species... lala, but i admit, im a little sick of blogging. duh, im at a loss for words whenever i want to say something, like im experiencing a drought for words in my mind... or could it be a deluge, too many things to say then dunno what to say. all i noe is that theres some disaster occuring in my brain, making me unable to do what i want. haiz... anyway, i find reversi a very good fun. it challenges ur skill.

hmmmm.... school's fine.. just yesterday, i was so weird! i just felt that everyone was not nice to me... gah, i just miss last time lah... n curriculum wise, everything is so confusing. i just wished that was less blur.

okay, im currently experience a drain of words. my eng is getting horrendous. so i shan't talk anymore.

The little nyonya : the final chapter

yipee! due to overwhelming response on the finale of little nyonya, the script writer of the little nyonya has decided to write the very final ending of the show. so will chen xi and yue niang be together??? find out this sun 9.55pm! hehe!

The little nyonya!

my da jie asked why i nvr blogged anymore.. haha, i replied that i have nothing to talk about.. gah! but then something popped into my mind! that is the little nyonya! haha, im so sad cos it has just concluded... haha, i am well aware that this is my first post for the year, but since the little nyonya is so sensational, it is worthy of the honour of being the first. furthermore, the last episode had a whopping high viewership! 33.8%, wow, that's... overwhelming! even my parents watched! that's big news cos the past show they watched was dae jang geum. haha, the little nyonya is like dae jang geum, but slightly more superficial. i doubt i will ever have a singapore drama as good in the coming years. boohoo. i really love little nyonya! :(

little nyonya is going overseas to malaysia, china and other asian countries! i'm sure it will do very well! haha, heard from my mum that she heard from her friends that when holland v went to malaysia, ppl closed show early just to catch it, lol. i think little nyonya with do the same, only more large scale! and jeanette aw is getting really famous now! her past character or mo jing jing was nice, and now she's going to capture viewer's hearts!

through this drama, i have become a huge fan of jeanette aw and dai yang tian! haha, i love them but im not crazy enough about them to hanker after them and go for roadshows or star gathering sessions, haha, im not that desperate. but they are really GOOD LOOKING and act well. as for ppl who criticize jeanette aw so much, i guess they have bias, which is not good. we have to be open minded. :)

the ending! i had guessed right, but of course it would be best if yueniang went with chen xi, instead of the almost unknown paul. haha, but i think the match is not bad lah. haha.

next up! table of glory, which is not coming anytime that soon, but i'll wait, cos i wanna see dai yang tian in action! he is so awfully cute! hehe.

okay, tv aside, school's okay... but i still look back to past times when i think i was much happier.. haiz.. i wish to say it here, but i shan't... haiz, im just so emo... :( nvm, i'll think of happier things, must be positive.